Poem by Wendy Norman (Seafarrwide) The clouds drifted across the sky as I gazed from my little bed up so high A sense of aloneness crept over me I was just a mere sweet child of three Children would push and taunt me so sometimes pointing and telling me go Tears of sadness filled my eyes. I had no understanding…

Sand And Grit

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Poem by Wendy Norman (Seafarrwide)

The clouds drifted across the sky as I gazed from my little bed up so high

A sense of aloneness crept over me I was just a mere sweet child of three

Children would push and taunt me so sometimes pointing and telling me go

Tears of sadness filled my eyes. I had no understanding what was my sin

I loved to run with my brother Mark, feel the sun and act a lark

Little girls laughed like while drinking water from tea cups in the park

They would be dressed in pink and frilly lace

My brother was my bestest friend

We’d run and throw rocks feeling free

Catching lizards, spotting snakes, finding yabbies in the creek

My brother was my partner in crime

We loved the bush

it was where we spent all our time

A sorry sight we would be at night
Our bath water would be cause quite a fright

Behind our ears was dirt caked on

Mother scrubbed hard while humming a song

We grew tall and thin

Though we ate everything, we grew taller and incredibly thin

Those were the days we not dare complain

Or father would whack our ears again and again

School was harsh as they made us march

I stood out in my hand made frock

The collar large and dress to big

It didn’t match the school like it should

My mother tried but just misunderstood

I felt the crimson rise of shame gutting my pride and feeling plain

Held bowed and eyes to ground I would drag my feet homeward bound

Kicking off my shoes and running to the creek
Mark and I would sigh with relief

Image of my brother and I
Creek image sourced from shadowness.com

10 responses to “Sand And Grit”

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    Anonymous

    I can relate to feeling different as a child.

  2. Heather's Starting End Avatar

    It was a fun read, Wendy and very cool to be able to hang out with you and your lil Bro for a bit 🙂 I had a nice smile when I pictured you in the smock made by your Mom <3 awwww,,,,, 🙂

    1. Seafarrwide Avatar

      yes that damn school uniform was way too big too long shaped like a triangle, huge round collar where the other girls had short fitting straight uniforms with small round collars and the right matching check print! Not forgetting the hair, fringe trim by mother that was too short and crooked. I was a sorry sight!

      1. Heather's Starting End Avatar

        You have me rollin n memory laughter! (the perm my mom gave me the day before my 3rd grade photo and onl one side took….very, VERY tight and frizzy) Yes, Tha Alsace, though it sounds as if we may end up in a Dungeon by weeks-end 😉

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          haha gosh my mother doesnt realize what hell she made me endure and to top it off she was a Jehovahs Witness my dad an Atheist. So mum told the school I was a JW so back then it was an alien type religion with only 3 in the whole school, so yeah I stood out even more to ridicule! Along with all ways seems so many nasty bitchy girls throughout my life, women usually hate me ha!

          1. Heather's Starting End Avatar

            They tried…lol….to the point of embarressment, yes 🙂 BUT without them and these stories? As boring as a life as the nasty ones now 🙂 omg…I’ll pm you in the next days…this is too funny….my Mom was British/Dad a Jew from the Bronx…we could write a book together lol!!!!

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              haha yes well both my parents have been married three times each hmmm you can imagine my life!! LOL

  3. Uncle Tree Avatar

    The sentimental recollections of a “tomboy”. 🙂
    The ins and outs of childhood well-told.
    Nice write, Wendy! Cheerz, UT

    1. Seafarrwide Avatar

      Thank so much and yes I still love being a tomboy and though enjoy much feminine things I love the bush and all things active. 🙂

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